the one & only hello, NAME is me. There are many things that i want to do, despite saying that i will do them after A's, i wonder if i will. teleport chaiyue jolene xavier Daniel michelle cheryl jialing audrey peiwen kevin edison vanessa jovian samantha xueting anne nicholas cass felicia peiqi natalie chaneline elizabeth randy dingyuan elvyn justin CJ alica eirene vivien rishi joanne anabelle leexian darren shijie andrew iqbal joseph bernice ryan kaichuen jocelyn liselle milu arthur ngeederk guanwen marie james roderick menghwee inghian aggie Benji NgeeDerk deborah katrina chengcheng maurice sherrie philip donna qinghuang belmont jiahong zhiyun charlene RCIY Mr Praetorai christus dominus choir TWILIGHT online links take a bow designer:upand-down[c] icon:photobucket whisper |
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
friends. thats what every human needed. somehow. some companion or sort. and thats what we, each of us, are here for. and that friends with attitude, that we stand up for each other. being in solitude wont bring you through. somehow at some point of time, you will get exhausted by then. some lesson i learn and relearn again. been hiding in some shell, looking through its hole and retreating. guess the sea wind is so much better than the stale air. dont know what i;ve thought abt anymore. just feeling as sian diao even though i managed to scrape through enough to promote. the blue washed over the orange, covering it up. orange even though being such a contrasting colour did not manage to fight against the blue. maybe one day the blue will just fade away and the the tiniest specks of orange will stand out. like the stars of the night. maybe the gray will cover it up and lets everything fade away. and more colours to be added in time to come. making it to be another art. death. not so fascinating after all. there's too much vibrancy in this world to give it up too soon. its stupid, a stupid mistake for anyone. irreversible change. it wont be the same if anyone of us falls back. tired of many things. not knowing what i should be doing sometimes. feeling discouraged. but this is not that time to. shall try. look away to the other side. maybe it will be better. no cars. over look ahead. be pragmatic. ._. dont look back. it only contains regrets. random. being totally random and i should be back preparing for OP. PW... haiya. last lap again. |